“I fucked up and I’m sorry. I haven’t been the best boyfriend recently. In fact, I haven’t been the best at anything”.

“I don’t want it to be like this anymore Jake”.

“I promise it’ll be different. When you get back from your dads we’ll start over. I’ll teach you everything you need to know. We’ll go through the shift together. I’ll help you keep control”.

“Okay”. I wanted to say more but I didn’t want to keep going round in circles. He worries about me, ...