The sob fell from my lips as I held onto him for dear life. My emotions hit, reality seeping in. I had never been sure if I was ready to be a mom, but I never wished for anything like this to happen.

My head was a mess. I still couldn’t understand how I could miss something I never had but I did. Our baby was part of me, part of us and now nothing.

“I just want to go home please”. I cried.

“I’m so sorry baby”. He whispered kissing the top of my head. “I’m so so sorry”.

I ...