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Chapter 10: The woman I am

POV: Sloane

I step off the train and breathe deeply. The noise of Manhattan fills my ears, but I keep walking forward. I tell myself I’m not here to hide. I’m here to begin again.

My heels click on the floor as I move through the crowd. Every step feels heavier, but I keep going. I remind myself that I’ve earned the right to walk tall.

I see the driver waiting outside the station. He nods, and I get into the car. I keep my phone in my hand, checking the message from Evelyn about the charity auction.

“You’re late,” Evelyn’s text says. I type back, “I’m coming.” I lean back and stare out the window, watching the lights pass by.

When we stop in front of the venue, I take one more breath. My reflection in the window looks calm. I whisper to myself, “You’re stronger now. Remember that.”

Inside, people greet me with polite smiles. I nod but don’t slow down. I came here for a reason, and I won’t let anyone see me unsure.

The auction begins, and I sit near the front. Evelyn waves from another table, mouthing “good luck.” I nod once, keeping my eyes on the stage.

The bidding starts small. Paintings, jewelry, old books. I raise my paddle when I need to, calm and sure. I notice a few people glance my way, whispering my name.

Then a rival raises her hand, the woman who once laughed when I lost everything. She bids high, trying to show off. I raise mine higher without thinking.

Gasps rise from the crowd. Someone mutters my name again. I don’t flinch. I just nod at the auctioneer to confirm.

The item is mine, but it’s not about the item. It’s about being seen again. I tell myself, “This is how you reclaim your name.”

The applause fades. I feel eyes on me, but I keep my head straight. The auction continues, and I let the noise fade into the background.

Afterward, people gather for drinks and small talk. I take a glass of water and stand by the side, pretending to listen. I hear laughter nearby, and then a familiar voice.

“Sloane Harper,” Mia says, her tone thick with amusement. “Didn’t expect to see you here.” I turn slowly, forcing my face to stay calm.

She walks closer, dressed too brightly for the room. I look at her and wait for whatever she’s about to say. She smirks, clearly enjoying the moment.

“So,” she starts, “I heard you’ve been busy rebuilding your life.” I nod slightly. “Something like that,” I reply. She laughs softly, shaking her head.

“Funny,” she says, “because while you were busy rebuilding, I was busy keeping Adrian warm.” Her words hit, but I don’t let it show. I just take another sip of water.

She leans closer. “You know, he still calls your name sometimes,” she says. “Especially when we’re in your old bed.” I feel a tight pull in my chest, but I hold my expression still.

I look at her, not saying anything. She keeps talking, her voice growing louder. “He told me you were too cold, too proud. Said I make him feel alive.”

People nearby start to notice. I glance around, then back at her. She’s waiting for a reaction. I decide not to give her one.

She smirks again, whispering, “You’re still pretending to be strong, but you’re nothing without him.” I stare at her until she stops smiling.

My voice comes out steady. “You talk too much,” I say. “You always did.” She blinks, caught off guard by the calmness.

“I’m just telling you the truth,” she says. I nod slowly. “Maybe,” I reply, “but I don’t remember asking for it.”

Her smile fades. She tries to recover. “You think you’ve won something by walking around looking powerful?” I shake my head. “No,” I say, “I’ve just stopped losing.”

For a moment, she doesn’t move. I can see her searching for something else to throw. I wait, silent, patient.

Finally, she whispers, “You’ll always be the woman he left.” I step closer and meet her eyes. “And you’ll always be the woman he’ll leave,” I answer.

The words hang in the air between us. She blinks, speechless. I don’t break eye contact.

Her jaw tightens, but she doesn’t reply. I hold her stare until she looks away first. Then I turn and walk past her.

I hear her mutter something under her breath, but I don’t turn around. I’ve said what needed to be said. That’s enough.

I find Evelyn near the exit. “You handled that well,” she says quietly. I nod, still feeling the echo of Mia’s words in my chest.

Outside, the air feels colder. I stop near the car and pull my phone from my bag. A message from an unknown number appears.

“Still watching,” it reads. My heart skips, and I already know who it’s from. Adrian’s shadow never leaves for long.

I delete the message but keep staring at the screen. “You can watch all you want,” I whisper. “You don’t own me anymore.”

The driver opens the door, and I get in without another word. My hands tighten in my lap. I remind myself that control is not his anymore.

The city passes by again, loud and endless. I think about how far I’ve come, about the woman I was before and the woman I am now.

I used to cry every night, wondering what I did wrong. Now I just wonder why I ever thought I was weak.

Mia’s words play again in my head, but they sound smaller now. I don’t need to defend myself anymore. I’ve already survived the worst.

When I reach my apartment, I turn off my phone and sit in silence. My reflection in the window stares back at me. I whisper, “You did it.”

There’s still a part of me that aches when I think of Adrian, but it no longer defines me. The pain has shape now. It’s no longer chaos.

I tell myself again, “You don’t need revenge. You need peace.” The thought feels strange but right.

I think about Daisy and how much she’s grown. I think about all the nights I almost gave up. Then I remember why I didn’t.

Tomorrow, people will still talk. Mia will still try to matter. Adrian will still watch. But none of it changes what I’ve become.

I lean back, closing my eyes for a moment. The noise outside fades, and all that’s left is my own voice in my head.

“You are not broken,” I tell myself. “You are the woman you were meant to be.”

I repeat it again, quietly, until it feels true.

In the distance, I imagine Adrian sitting somewhere, angry that he can’t control me anymore. I almost smile.

He’ll keep sending his investigator. He’ll keep pretending I belong to him. But I don’t. Not anymore.

For the first time, I don’t feel the need to fight. I’ve already won.

Whatever waits behind me can stay there. I’ve already decided who I am.

The phone buzzes again, but I don’t check it. Whoever it is can wait. Tonight, I’m not the woman who lost. I’m the woman who stood back up.

And I don’t need anyone’s permission to stay standing.

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