*Lila’s POV*

The sun was almost completely set when I left my apartment, and thankfully, I didn’t see Rafe's car anywhere nearby when I stepped out.

Just when I thought I was going to get things under control, he came in and flipped my entire life upside down—and not in a good way this time.

I wish I didn't...FEEL so much when I was with Rafe, but I always did and usually, it was wonderful, the height of joy and pleasure but right now I was spiraling. ...