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Chapter 9

Damon's POV

"I don't... it's just not that simple," Damon admitted, running a frustrated hand through his hair. "I don't even know if 'like' is the right term for this."

"Then what exactly is the right term?" I pressed.

Damon fell silent for a long moment, staring up at the ceiling of the suite. "There is something elemental about her. When she's nearby, my wolf settles. It's a terrifying, primal calm. Her presence, her distinct scent—it’s like she reawakens a part of me that I truly believed was lost forever."

I raised my eyebrows skeptically. "She's wearing another man's claim, Damon," I reminded him gently, my voice firm. "A mate is a finality. It closes a door."

His expression instantly darkened with conflict. "I know that fact," he bit out. He shook his head slowly. "It feels wrong. She is claimed by another."

I studied my brother's face carefully, noting the genuine internal conflict. Damon had always been a man of intense honor when it came to romantic attachments. The fact that he was struggling with burgeoning feelings for a mated Omega was visibly tearing him apart.

"Perhaps it is simply gratitude," I suggested, offering a possible lifeline. "She saved your very life. It's only natural to feel a deep connection to someone who—"

"It is not mere gratitude, Elias," he cut in, picking up his phone again and staring blankly at the dark screen. "I cannot adequately explain it, but when she meets my gaze... my heart begins to race violently."

I frowned deeply. That sounded dangerously close to true mate recognition, but if Lyra already had a mate... "You absolutely need to be cautious. If her mate ever discovers you have feelings for her—"

"Where was he when she was alone and so vulnerable?" Damon retorted, his voice tight with deep frustration. "What kind of relationship permits an Omega to be out there, alone, helping critically wounded strangers by herself?"

"Perhaps their bond is complicated," I offered weakly.

Damon sighed, conceding. "Alright, I understand your point."

Lyra's POV

The cool, sharp air hit my face and brought me back to reality as Rhea and I stepped out of Damon's luxury suite. My mind was still reeling from the onslaught of everything that had just occurred—seeing him again, and feeling that terrifying, inexplicable pull toward him.

Rhea walked silently beside me for several blocks, her deep concern radiating off her in visible waves. She finally let out a long, dramatic sigh that prompted me to look up immediately.

"Okay, I can't keep quiet any longer," Rhea declared, stopping abruptly on the sidewalk. "We urgently need to discuss what just transpired back there."

"What do you mean specifically?" I asked, although I knew exactly where the conversation was heading.

Rhea turned to face me fully, her eyes intensely searching mine. "You know exactly what I mean, Lyra. The intense way you looked at Damon, the intense way he looked back at you. Lyra, there is definitely something there, isn't there?"

Hearing his name spoken aloud made my breath catch momentarily, the pervasive noise of the street seeming to instantaneously fade into silence around us.

My steps faltered slightly. "It... it's incredibly complicated."

"Complicated how?" Rhea pressed relentlessly. "Because you have a mate you have genuinely never met? Because of that ancient contract?"

I quickly looked away, completely unable to meet her knowing, perceptive gaze. "It absolutely doesn't matter what feelings I may have. I have pre-existing responsibilities."

"Responsibilities?" Rhea's voice rose sharply, and I could hear the frustration steadily building. "You mean that binding contract with the Blackwood Pack? Lyra, their precious son vanished right before your official binding ceremony! How much longer are you truly going to wait for a ghost?"

Her words stung deeply because they contained an undeniable truth I was unwilling to acknowledge. The Blackwood family had formally offered vital protection for my dwindling bloodline, but at what immense cost? I was bound to wait indefinitely for someone who might genuinely never return.

"The Blackwood family assisted me when I had absolutely no one else," I said quietly, firmly. "My family was almost entirely decimated in the war. I am the very last of my bloodline, and I cannot allow it to end with me. The contract is the only way to safeguard what remains and acquire the power needed to exact the revenge I swore on my family's graves."

And as if fate were actively mocking my struggle, the very man whose touch set my soul on fire also carried that same, heavy, powerful name—Thorne. I hadn't yet dared to ask Damon if he was connected to them; the possibility felt too terrifying to genuinely consider.

"And what about what you genuinely need as a person?" Rhea asked, her voice softening slightly. "What about your personal happiness?"

I simply did not possess an answer for that painful question. Happiness felt like a frivolous luxury I simply could not afford.

Rhea sighed heavily and ran a hand through her hair. "And after the nightmare with Gareth today... Moon Goddess, what a complete disaster we both are."

Just mentioning her ex's name made Rhea's expression crumble immediately. I reached out and touched her arm gently. "Do you want to grab a quick drink? It might help us both take the sharp edge off all this."

Rhea's head snapped up instantly, and she was suddenly nodding with desperate enthusiasm. "Yes! You know what? Screw Gareth, screw complicated feelings, screw everything else. Let's go get completely drunk and forget about all men entirely!"

Despite the turmoil, I found myself laughing slightly. "Okay, let's go do it."

Twenty minutes later, we pushed through the heavy doors of Nightshade Bar. The establishment was dimly lit, with purple neon lights casting everything in a distinct, otherworldly glow. The bass hammered aggressively from hidden speakers, and the air was a thick, volatile cocktail of alcohol, smoke, and aggressive Alpha pheromones.

Rhea threw herself into the atmosphere instantly, ordering a round of shots and physically pulling me onto the crowded dance floor. "Come on!" she shouted joyfully over the music. "Let's aggressively dance away all of our numerous problems!"

For a while, I allowed myself to get completely lost in the powerful beat and the burning sting of the alcohol, desperately trying to forget about Damon's intense eyes and the fierce way my wolf had responded to his recent presence. But even as I moved rhythmically to the beat, I could not entirely shake the vivid memory of how he had looked at me when I revealed I had a mate.

"You are thinking about him again!" Rhea called out, spinning around abruptly to face me.

"I am not!" I protested loudly, but the lie felt hollow even to my own ears.

"You absolutely are! You get this distant, dreamy look and then you instantly look guilty about it!"

I rolled my eyes but found myself unable to deny it. Damon had burrowed under my skin in a way that truly terrified me.

After a solid hour of dancing and continuous drinking, the bar had become incredibly crowded, and the overwhelming mixture of scents was making my head violently spin. The alcohol was starting to hit much harder than I had initially expected.

"I'm heading to the bathroom," I called out to Rhea over the deafening music.

She gave me an enthusiastic thumbs-up, too preoccupied flirting with a Beta at the bar to truly pay attention to my departure. At least one of us was successfully forgetting her problems.

I made my way toward the back of the bar, moving past the bathrooms and into a quieter hallway that led to a potential side exit. The air was noticeably cooler here, and I leaned against the wall, trying desperately to clear my spinning head.

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