*Trinity's POV*

Matthew was okay. He was fine. We were going to be fine.

I kept telling myself that, but I couldn’t seem to keep myself from mentally and emotionally pulling away from him. Almost losing him had messed with me more than I expected, and I couldn't help but think back to Nate.

There were many times after he died that I wished that I had never met him. That sounded awful, but until someone felt the grief that came ...