Luca lowers himself down on top of me again, bringing his lips to my ear. "I don't want to think about anyone or anything but you. Fuck you're all I've thought about for weeks now."

"I thought..." I press my hands against his bare back. "I thought this whole contract thing was a way of pushing me away. A way of establishing boundaries."

"It was."

"Then why did you do it? Why did you push me away if you want me as much as you say?" I close my eyes as ...