I can't believe I just did that.

One final shiver of pleasure ripples through me as I stand up. I take a deep breath and move on shaky legs to my door before stumbling down the hall to the bathroom.

That went even better than expected. I know I should feel ashamed, or at least a little embarrassed, but I don't. I feel completely victorious.

Well, okay - not completely victorious. Calder hit me by surprise with that one. I should have seen it coming. I ...