
Juan Pov.
"I'm still dizzy from the fall," I added with slight dramatic emphasis. "And these tiles look pretty slippery."
My continued pretense of blindness added believability to my safety concerns. Though I felt slightly guilty for the manipulation even as I justified it as necessary information-gathering.
That was too much. She widened her eyes in real concern. My made-up safety issue overrode her personal discomfort.
"Oh yes. Sorry about that. Then let me help you," she responded immediately. Her caregiving instincts won out over shyness.
The priorities shown by this choice - my safety above her comfort - spoke volumes about her character and dedication.
While I had set up the situation somewhat unfairly, her response showed important aspects of her personality. Aspects that simple conversation might not have uncovered so clearly.
She unexpectedly came close to me. Her approach was determined despite her obvious embarrassment.
I noticed how carefully she avoided looking directly at my body. Her gaze was fixed stubbornly on the floor or occasionally my face as she reached for the bottom of my shirt.
Like she was avoiding looking at my body! Seriously she was looking at the floor or at my head!
She pulled my shirt slowly. Then my pants. And then my underwear!
Her movements were clinical and efficient despite her blush. This suggested she was deliberately treating this as a caregiving task rather than an intimate moment.
This approach spoke to her maturity and respect. It impressed me with her ability to balance necessary help with appropriate boundaries.
She never looked at my body, not even once. Her cheeks were bright red!
Her careful modesty touched me deeply. The respectful way she maintained my dignity despite the inherently intimate situation showed character beyond her years.
I wondered what if I told her that I could see! She might faint from embarrassment.
The knowledge that I was watching her deliberate efforts at propriety while she thought I was unaware added an uncomfortable layer of deception to the situation.
While my testing had shown important information about her character, I began questioning whether continuing the lie served any purpose beyond unnecessary manipulation. She had proven her dedication repeatedly.
She pulled my hand slowly toward the bathtub. Her voice was steady despite her evident embarrassment.
"So, you are ready now. Put your feet slowly in the tub. I'm holding you."
Her hand supported my elbow carefully. Providing stability while keeping minimal physical contact. Another thoughtful balance between necessary help and appropriate boundaries.
The steam rising from the water she'd prepared earlier filled the room with the scent of cedar and pine. My favorite combination from childhood that she'd somehow remembered despite the passing years.
I stopped her with a deliberately provocative question. "You are not taking a shower with me?"
The suggestion was designed as a final test of her boundaries. Pushing beyond what I'd already established about her comfort level.
While I had no intention of actually having her join me - the age and maturity differences making that inappropriate regardless of our destined connection - her reaction would provide additional insight.
How did she view our relationship? Her own readiness for physical intimacy?
The question was admittedly unfair given her youth and our complicated situation. But it seemed necessary for complete understanding before any decisions about our future.
She almost gasped out loud. Her shock was evident in her widened eyes and momentarily frozen posture.
"Oh, no. I'm okay with my clothes," she replied after recovering from her surprise. The phrasing was interestingly unclear. Not rejection of the idea entirely but rather a practical refusal in this specific case.
The difference was subtle but potentially significant. It suggested she might not be fundamentally opposed to physical intimacy with me. But she recognized the current context as inappropriate.
Her hand unconsciously moved to her collar. She adjusted it nervously as she waited for my response to her refusal.
"But, your clothes might get wet," I pointed out reasonably. I kept the pretense that my suggestion was purely practical rather than testing.
In truth, I had already learned what I needed from her reaction and had no intention of pushing further.
It's okay, I didn't want to see her body. I never wanted her that way.
Despite my deliberate testing of boundaries, my interest remained protective rather than taking advantage. Focused on understanding our complex relationship rather than taking advantage of her evident devotion.
Yes, I was in a coma for years. But seriously she meant the world to me. Being next to her was more than enough.
The realization became clear as I watched her nervous discomfort. Whatever our future might hold, protecting her wellbeing and respecting her boundaries would always come first over any other considerations.
She shook her head firmly. Drawing a clear line despite her continued blush.
"Please just get down in the tub," she requested. Her tone was gentle but firm.
The polite but definitive rejection showed healthy boundary-setting despite her general eagerness to please me. This suggested balanced self-respect alongside her evident feelings for me.
This ability to maintain personal boundaries while caring deeply for another showed emotional maturity beyond her age. It reinforced my growing respect for the young woman she had become during my absence.
I shrugged, accepting her refusal without further pressure. "Okay, then," I agreed easily. I followed her guidance into the warm water.
The immediate compliance was partly to ease her obvious discomfort. And partly acknowledgment that my testing had already provided the information I sought.
The warm water surrounded me pleasantly. Muscles still sore from my tumble down the stairs gradually relaxed in the soothing heat.
Sitting in the large tub, I waited to see how she would approach the actual bathing process. I was curious about how she would navigate this inherently intimate task.
She tried to reach my back, and she started rubbing my back and my neck. Do you know when a blind person rubs your back? They touch anywhere! She literally did the same.
The observation amused me greatly. She was deliberately copying what she thought would be my own clumsy movements if our positions were reversed. Adding believability to her role as my caretaker.
Her hands moved somewhat randomly across my shoulders and upper back. Occasionally landing with more pressure than intended as she pretended to navigate by touch alone.
That's why I looked over my shoulders to see her closing her eyes and trying her way up and down. The sight confirmed my suspicion.
She had actually closed her eyes while washing me. Adding another layer of respectful boundaries to an inherently intimate situation.
"Sunny," I called. I wanted to acknowledge her consideration even without revealing I could see her self-imposed blindness.
I wanted to get her attention. She wasn't looking after all.
Her closed eyes meant she missed my appreciative expression. The genuine smile her thoughtfulness had created.
Deciding to push boundaries slightly further - partly from genuine curiosity about her limits and partly from playful desire to test her composure - I introduced a more provocative element to the situation.
"How about my jewels?" The word was deliberately unclear. Potentially referring to actual valuables rather than body parts. Though the context made the likely meaning clear.
She gulped nervously. Her heartbeat sped up audibly to my enhanced werewolf hearing.
Her voice came out slightly higher than normal as she sought clarification. "What do you mean?"
The hand holding the washcloth paused in mid-air. Uncertainty was evident in her frozen posture as she waited for my response.
The rapid pulse visible at her throat betrayed her nervousness despite her attempt at casual inquiry. This suggested she understood what I meant but hoped she had misunderstood.
I shrugged with fake nonchalance. I deliberately played innocent while watching her reaction through half-closed eyes.
While playing with the water to maintain my supposedly blind persona, I continued the provocative line.
"I want to shave my bottom and clean my - you know my precious part."
The deliberately childish phrasing softened the request slightly. Making it seem less sexually charged while still pushing boundaries significantly.
I didn't want to say penis! I seriously couldn't be shameless with her. I knew that she wasn't a bad girl after all.
Despite my testing, I maintained certain lines I wouldn't cross. I recognized both her youth and the genuine respect I felt for her regardless of our complex situation.
The euphemisms reflected my own discomfort with overtly sexual language in her presence. This suggested that despite my adult years and experience, part of me still saw her partially through the lens of the child I had known before.
She dragged her feet slowly to my side. Her reluctance was evident in her hesitant approach.
With visible determination, she closed her eyes again. Then bent slightly. Her hand with the washcloth moved tentatively toward my lower body.
The internal conflict was written clearly across her features. Desire to provide comprehensive care fighting with appropriate boundaries and personal comfort.
Her willingness to overcome her obvious discomfort out of dedication to my wellbeing touched me deeply. Even as I recognized the unfairness of the test I had created.
I chuckled and grabbed her wrist before she could actually touch me intimately. Stopping the interaction before it crossed into truly inappropriate territory.
"No, down there. Around my balls," I clarified unnecessarily. I deliberately continued the charade while actually preventing the contact I had seemingly requested.
The contradictory message served multiple purposes. Maintaining my testing persona while actually enforcing appropriate boundaries. Preserving her dignity while appearing to challenge it.
The complexity of the interaction reflected my own internal conflict about our situation. Needing information while wanting to protect her. Testing boundaries while respecting them.
She pulled her hand away immediately. Relief was evident in her expression as she found legitimate reason to refuse.
"I think I can't do this," she stated with newfound firmness. She had apparently reached her absolute boundary line.
The definitive refusal of something so clearly inappropriate reflected healthy self-respect and understanding of proper boundaries. Despite her general eagerness to help with my care.
This balance - between dedication and appropriate limits - impressed me significantly. It suggested emotional maturity that belied her age.
I rubbed my chin thoughtfully. I deliberately directed my gaze toward the ceiling as though unseeing while actually watching her reactions carefully.
"Why? Have you ever seen a penis before?" The crude question came out more bluntly than intended. My curiosity about her experience level overrode more polite phrasing.
Okay, I wanted to test the waters.
The inquiry served multiple purposes. Checking her experience level. Watching her comfort with explicit discussion. And potentially learning about her activities during our years apart.


