Amelia's p.o.v

"How are you holding up?" Felix asked calmly behind me.

I put the watering can on the ground and stood upright.

"I'm holding up well." I answered then turned and faced her with a forced smile.

"Really I'm glad, for a second I thought you were holding out badly. But seeing that beautiful forced smile on your face, I'm pretty sure you are doing alright." She said then turned and walked back into the house before I could respond.

So she could tell that I wasn't ...