Part of me wanted to run back to Reed and confess that I didn't know what the hell I was doing. That he was right. I wanted to throw my arms around him. Kiss him until the world vanished for both of us. To enjoy the taste of his mouth and the feel of his hands on me.

Well, sometimes life was messy and ugly. Sometimes it took more than studying and following the rules all the time. Sometimes it meant coloring outside the lines and using the skills I had, not punishing me for ...