Jojo’s POV

“Jose, what the hell did you just do?”

Fuck, I hadn’t meant to—

That was to say—

“I’m goin’ out for a smoke.” I couldn’t friggen think, thoughts too cluttered, so many staked on top of one another screamin’ at me like I was a dumb stuck tourist in the middle of Penn Station during rush hour. Just noise, noise, noise, and my hands itched with the need for somethin’ to do to ...