It was at that point I woke up. I wonder for how long I'll keep having these dreams. Recently, they seem to have increased. I had tried to talk to my mum about them when she still lived but she'd always waved them aside.

I still miss her. If only I hadn't forgotten the grocery, she wouldn't have gone back to the store. The guilt still haunts me till now.

Dew said I had to let it go. She'd said what happened was not in any way my fault.

That's all for now, dear diary. Till next ...