The waves of emotions hit me out of nowhere, suffocating and painful. 

I knew I had gotten over Miranda’s death, and that was why my chest was so painful. Because I knew I shouldn't be this way when I was the reason she was no more. I knew I should suffer when her love for me was what killed her. 

I felt everything in a rush, and I couldn't keep my emotions in check. They were all over the place. 

We reached the Iannellis mansion, but I didn't step out. I stayed still with ...