I shook my head, eager to know what she was about to say. It seems that after Luca died, I lost all hope in being romantic or catching the smallest clues and hints.

All I knew was sex and alcohol. I was really hopeless.

“Because it feels like you’ll say anything he wants to hear,” Gianna said. “It feels like you’ll say anything to make him better. It felt like you weren't ready to be honest with him. If I were in his shoes, I would be hurt beyond reason, and I would feel like ...