It was painful at first, as he pushed past the barriers, and it was even harder since I was so tense.

“Relax,” he whispered into my ear. “In and out. Come on, love.”

L-love? Did he just call me love?!

He groaned all of a sudden, and I felt him shiver. “Why… Fuck, I said to relax, not tighten even more.”

I buried my face deeper into his face. “S-sorry.”

“It's okay, just try to relax. I don't want this to be painful for you.”

I nodded, inhaling and exhaling, and ...