I dropped my head, still spinning as she walked me through the waiting area to the men's bathroom, walking right in to help me to a stall.

"I'm lucky to have an April…." I mumbled, "which one are you again?"

"April," she laughed, patting my back as she helped me lean over the toilet.

The moment I saw the water, my stomach lurched, and everything I had been holding back let go all at once. I clung to the toilet, holding on to keep myself from falling ...