I watch Loka sleep and I can feel the goofy smile on my face. I swear my cheeks hurt from how much I've been doing that lately. And that's not the only place that's sore. I still feel the sweet ache between my legs from last night. It was more perfect than I could have ever imagined. Loka was perfect. For the first time since leaving school I feel calm and content. This is what I've been looking for.

In his sleep he looks more relaxed. His heavy breaths and weight on me let me know that he's ...