We returned home, crossing our territory's border I started to feel like I was suffocating. I think I'm going into a panic attack knowing the argument that awaits me. It's like a feeling impending doom, not that I feel guilty, Chris has done this to me for months. But, I do feel guilty because of Ryder's girlfriend or mate, I would never do that to another woman, especially knowing how that makes you feel. Not only do you have the physical pain while your mate is being unfaithful, but you also ...