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Watch You Lose Control

The invitation came in the form of a single white card slipped beneath her hotel room door. No handwriting. No stamp. Just a message pressed into the paper like a command carved into bone:

Midnight. Top floor. Wear red. No signature. None was needed. Jaxon Morreau didn’t repeat himself.

Raven stared at the card for a long moment, her thumb tracing the edge, as if she could feel the vibration of his voice trapped inside the paper. The last time she’d been summoned to the top floor, something in her had cracked, quietly, deeply. Not pain. Not fear. A belief she’d had in herself.

She wasn’t the same woman who had walked into his world weeks ago.

Tonight’s summons wasn’t punishment. He wasn’t calling her to answer for a lie or a defiance.

Which meant this was intentional. Calculated. Dangerous. Something he had planned, and the red dress confirmed it.

Waiting in her closet was the glimmering silk, strapless, backless, red dress, stitched in a shade that looked like sin caught in candlelight. She hadn’t bought it, and she knew it hadn’t been there yesterday, which only meant one of two things, either Jaxon had entered her hotel room personally and put it there, or, he had ordered one of the hotel staff to do it for him.

The dress fit like it had been measured against her pulse, and the faint scent of perfume that wasn't hers. It was a warning, a temptation and a claim, all I one.

She almost didn’t put it on, but she did anyway.

Eden pulsed beneath her heels like a living thing, bass rattling through her bones, heat rolling over her in waves as bodies writhed beneath the gold-tinted lights. Every step she took sent eyes following her, curiosity sharpening into hunger, hunger shifting into something like envy.

“Top floor,” one of the dancers whispered as she passed, eyes widening. “Good luck.”

The bouncer at the private elevator didn’t speak. Didn’t blink. Simply stepped aside.

Jaxon’s presence lived in the silence between gestures.

The elevator rose, quiet, frictionless. The kind of silence that made her thoughts loud.

By the time the doors slid open, her pulse was a steady, betraying drum.

He was waiting for her. The top floor had been transformed. Candlelight washed the room in gold, soft and warm, flickering against the glass windows that overlooked the bleeding city skyline. A grand piano gleamed in the corner, polished to reflect the flames, and there, in the center of it all, was Jaxon Morreau, wearing a black three-piece suit, collar open, sleeves rolled to his forearms like he’d done something that required both elegance and violence.

He didn’t smile, but his eyes changed when he looked at her. Darkened. Dilated. Devoured.

“Raye,” he said, voice low.

“Jaxon.”

He reached out a hand. No command. No words. Just and invitation. Raven stepped into it. Into him. His hand enclosed hers, warm, firm, certain. His other hand found her waist like it belonged there, like it had been waiting. Their bodies aligned slowly, breath syncing without permission.

And then, music. Not speakers.Not a phone. Live.

A violinist stepped out of the shadows, bow gliding across strings with devastating calm. The melody slithered through the room, slow and haunting.

“You planned this,” she whispered.

“Of course I did.”

“Why?”

His hand tightened at her waist. “Because I want to see you lose control in a different way.”

Her breath caught as he led her into a waltz.

Raven didn’t know how to waltz, yet somehow her body followed him effortlessly, pulled by his rhythm, guided by his pressure, held in the orbit of his certainty. One-two-three. One-two-three. Turn. His hand pressed the curve of her back, coaxing her into each glide as if he had choreographed her bones.

“You’re not trying to seduce me?” she uttered, breath slipping.

“No,” he murmured, “I’m merely reminding you of who I am.”

“And who is that?”

“The man who finishes what he starts.”

The music swelled. He spun her. Her dress flared like living fire. Her pulse followed. For a moment, she forgot everything. The missing girls. The evidence hidden in her bag. The story ticking like a bomb beneath her ribs.

There was only this silk sliding gliding moment with his hands on her and the magnetic force between them, pulling them closer.

He dipped her, slow enough to steal her breath. His face hovered above hers, close enough that she felt the warmth of each inhale, close enough that she knew he could taste her fear and desire if he wanted to.

“You still think you’re not mine?” he asked.

She gasped as he brought her upright. “You don’t own me.”

“I do,” he said quietly, “not because you kneel, but because even when you stand, you’re still thinking about my hand around your throat.”

Her stomach flipped.Truth hit harder than touch.

He was under her skin. In her breath. Behind her thoughts.

She hated the accuracyl, hated that she didn’t want him to stop speaking, and just like that the song ended, but he didn’t release her.

“Again,” he said, barely a whisper, but absolute, to the violinist.

The violinist shifted to a darker melody. Slower. Intimate. The air thickened. Jaxon’s lips brushed her temple, soft, deliberate. “Tell me what you’re afraid of.”

“I’m not afraid.”

“Liar.”

Her jaw tightened. “Fine. Losing control.”

His breath warmed her ear. “Too late.”

He turned her, pulling her back against his chest, his arm firm across her waist. They weren’t dancing anymore. They were simply being. His hold possessive. Claiming.

“I could take you tonight,” he murmured, “right here, with the city watching.”

Her legs weakened.

“But I won’t,” he finished. “Not until your mind begs before your body does.” And then he stepped away.

The music stopped. The violinist vanished like smoke. Jaxon walked to the bar, poured himself a drink, and said nothing.

“That’s it?” she demanded. “You bring me here, dress me up, and just walk away?”

He turned, glass in hand. “Did you want more?”

Her chest tightened. “You know I did.”

“Then say it.”

“No.”

His eyes glinted, dark, hungry, amused and entertained by her defiance. “Your pride,” he said softly, stepping toward her, “I’ll break it eventually.”

“You’ll try.”

“You’re already cracking," h whispered as he reached up and brushed her jaw with his thumb, tracing her lower lip slowly. “You want me to kiss you.”

Silence.

“You want more than that.”

Still silence.

“You want to forget why you came here,” he added quietly.

Her breath stuttered.

“And yet, here you are pretending you still have control.” His gaze dropped to her lips. Heat licked up her spine.

Then, as if giving mercy she didn’t ask for he said,

“you’re dismissed, Raye.”

The elevator doors closed on Jaxon’s face, but Raven still felt him, his hands, his voice, his restraint like a blade dragged slowly across her skin.

She pressed the back of her head against the elevator wall, trying to breathe through the storm he’d left inside her. The descent felt slower than any fall she’d ever taken.

By the time the doors slid open to the main level of Eden, her knees were no steadier.

The club swallowed her instantly, heat, music, bodies, noise, but nothing blurred out the imprint of his hand on her waist.

He’d brought her up there, dressed her like a sin he wanted to unwrap, held her like something priceless, and then dismissed her like a servant.

It shouldn’t have affected her, but it did.

She walked through Eden’s crowded corridors with her jaw tight, the red dress hugging her like it knew exactly what she was thinking.

People stared. Some whispered. Some looked away too quickly. Everyone in this place knew who she’d been summoned for. Everyone knew what it meant.

The air tasted different after the top floor, thicker, heavier, like the night itself was watching her unravel.

By the time she reached her hotel room, her hands were trembling, not from fear, not from anger, but from hunger. She closed the door hard behind her and leaned against it, her breath leaving in a shudder as she tilted her head back.

“Damn you,” she whispered into the dark.

The red dress clung to her body like a memory.

Like a bruise. She slid the zipper down herself, slow, letting the silk peel off her skin and fall to her feet with a whisper like spilled blood. Her reflection caught in the mirror across the room, flushed, naked, eyes darker than she remembered them.

She didn’t step toward the mirror. She stalked toward it. Her reflection looked like a woman who’d been touched without being touched, undone without being taken. A woman who wanted something she shouldn’t want. A woman who wasn’t sure she could pull herself back anymore.

“This is what he does,” she murmured, “he gets inside your head.”

She lifted her hand and dragged her fingers down her own throat, tracing the place his hand hadn’t been, but where she swore she could feel it anyway. Her breath shivered. Her pulse kicked. She hated him. She wanted him. Both things felt identical.

Raven forced herself to turn away from the mirror, reaching for the black journal she kept hidden under the bed. It was her one place of honesty. Her one place where Jaxon couldn’t manipulate the truth with the angle of his jaw or the gravity of his voice.

She flipped it open and wrote hard, the ink carving into the page: He didn’t touch me tonight.

He didn’t kiss me. He didn’t command me, and it was worse, so much worse.

She paused, breathing through the ache behind her ribs.

Then she kept writing.

Because he made me want it. Want him. Not for answers. Not for control. Not even for the story I’m chasing.

Another breath, sharper this time.

I want his attention. I want the way he looks at me like I’m a problem he enjoys solving. I want to matter to him.

Her hand froze as she stared at the last line: I want to matter.

Raven slammed the journal shut.

“No,” she whispered. “No, no, no.”

That was the one thing she couldn’t afford. Not in this world. Not with him.

She paced the room, gripping her hair, trying to breathe past the realization clawing at her lungs, because wanting Jaxon was dangerous and needing him was fatal.

She should sleep. She should shower. She should forget the way his hands had shaped her through the dance like he already knew every secret she hadn’t confessed, but she couldn’t forget.

She lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, replaying the violins, the way he’d held her, the way he’d stepped back like he was choosing to deny himself something he clearly wanted.

"Why? Why bring her there? Why plan all that?

Why stop? Why make her burn?" She didn’t get answers, what she got instead was a sound, a soft, deliberate knock. Three sharp taps at her door.

Her blood iced. Nobody knocked would knock at this hour. Nobody knew she was even back. Nobody dared approach her after she’d come from the top floor, because everyone who worked in Eden knew the rules.

If Jaxon wanted her, he sent a command, he didn’t knock.

Raven slipped out of bed slowly. Carefully.

The knock came again. Same rhythm. Same intention.

Her heartbeat spiked.

“Who is it?” she called, quiet but steady.

No answer. Just silence.

Then, a slip of white slid under the door.

Her stomach dropped as se stared at it. Then another card. Her throat tightened as she approached, her bare feet silent on the floor. She stopped just before touching it.

She recognized the weight of the moment. The danger. The wrongness.

Jaxon didn’t send two invitations in one night.

Raven bent and picked up the card with two fingers. It was identical to the first, white, heavy and unmarked, but this time, the ink wasn’t black, it was red, and the message wasn’t a command, it was a warning: He’s not the only one watching you.

Her breath stopped. She whipped the door open, the hallway was completely, utterly, and terrifyingly empty.

Her fingers tightened around the card. Her pulse thundered in her ears.

Someone else had been close enough to touch her door. Close enough to leave a message. Close enough to know exactly where she was. Someone who wasn’t Jaxon.

And beneath the fear, beneath the shock, beneath the ice flooding her veins, an even darker truth rose, Jaxon wouldn’t like this. He wouldn’t like it at all.

Raven closed the door slowly, card pressed to her chest, heart racing. She didn’t know if this night was the beginning of a seduction, or the beginning of a hunt, but one thing was clear, someone else had entered the game, and they had just made their first move.

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