
Matteo POV
Because I couldn’t tell her that I’d chosen this place because it was quiet, because I’d wanted to forget her and failed miserably.
Every street corner, every shadow, she lived there in my mind.
Finally, I said, “Maybe I just wanted peace.”Her gaze softened for a fraction of a second before turning sharp again.
“You always say that like peace is something you deserve.”
Her words sliced through me, clean and cold.“Maybe I don’t,” I said quietly.
“But you don’t belong in this world anymore, Sofia.
Not the Romano world. Not mine.
You did the right thing leaving. She looked away, her jaw tightening.
“You think I don’t know that?”For a long moment, the only sound was the rain.
She lowered the gun not because she trusted me, but because her hands were shaking too hard to hold it steady.
“I’m not here to stay,” she said finally. “I just… I needed to see for myself.”“See what?”
“That you’re real,” she whispered. “That you didn’t just disappear because of me."
I swallowed hard, my throat dry. “You should go back before someone recognizes you.” I knew Cole suspected me and he could have his men watching me from afar.
She nodded faintly. “I will.”
Her voice was calm, but her eyes betrayed her. There was a sadness there a quiet, hollow kind that felt final.
She turned to leave, her wet hair swinging behind her like a scarlet curtain. But before she reached the door, she hesitated. “Is Damian okay?” she asked without turning around.
The name took me by surprise. “Damian?”
She nodded. “He helped me disappear. I called him earlier, but he didn’t answer.”
I reached for my phone, checked through a few numbers I’d seen recently in the system I still used to track old connections. It didn’t take long.
“He’s fine,” I said. “Left the city two weeks ago. New job. Clean start.”
Relief washed over her face. She exhaled, shoulders trembling slightly. “Good.
I wanted to tell her that running never truly bought freedom that the ghosts still followed but she already looked like she knew that.
She stepped closer again, and I felt my chest tighten. There was something different in the air now something that burned slow and dangerous, like a fuse lit too close to the edge.
“Matteo,” she said softly, “if things were different… would you still have walked away?”
My breath hitched.
“Yes,” I said, though the lie tasted bitter.
She studied me for a long moment, then whispered, “You’re a terrible liar.”
Before I could speak, she moved closer close enough for me to feel the heat of her breath against my jaw.
Her lips brushed mine once, tentative and trembling, as if asking for permission she knew I wouldn’t give.
I should’ve pulled away. Should’ve told her to stop.
But when her fingers found the edge of my collar and she whispered, “Just this once,” something inside me broke.
I kissed her back.
The taste of rain and salt and regret filled my mouth. It wasn’t gentlenit was hungry and desperate, years of silence spilling out at once.
Her hands clutched my shirt, mine tangled in her soaked hair, and for one perfect second, the world stopped burning. Then she pulled away breathing hard, eyes glistening under the dim light.
“I should go,” she said.
I didn’t stop her. I couldn’t.
She slipped out into the rain, her figure swallowed by the dark. The gun was still in her hand
When the door closed, the silence came rushing back like a punishment.
I pressed my palms against my face, her taste still on my lips, and for the first time in years, I didn’t know which side of the line I was standing on duty or desire.
All I knew was that Sofia Romano had returned like fire in the middle of winter and she’d left me burning all over again.
I stormed into the kitchen.
I needed another coffee.
The door slammed shut behind me with too much force. My lips still tingled from that impossible kiss.
Over too quick. Too fleeting. I’d acted like the dutiful soldier I was supposed to be. Fuck it.
I poured the coffee and downed it in one gulp. The cup clanged against the marble.
The door swung open. Nikolai leaned in with a questioning look.
“You realize this isn’t your home, right? I don’t think Nico appreciates you destroying his expensive counter.”
I relaxed against the island. “I don’t think Nico even knows where his kitchen is. Where is he anyway? He and Isabella should still be arguing.”
“They would be,” Nikolai said, his expression darkening. “But Nico left for a meeting. I have one soon too.”
I sighed. Moving in here wasn’t supposed to be permanent.
Ohio bored me, so I came to watch Nico and Isabella’s chaos unfold. But now… Sofia was back in my head. I tried to push the thought away.
Nico entered, voice sharp.
“Matteo, do I need to worry about anything between you and Sofia while I was gone?”
I glared. “Nothing happened. You know me, I’m a good soldier.”
“You’re a guy with a dick,” Nico said, smirking. “And Sofia’s gorgeous. Sometimes things… escalate.”
I exhaled. “She kissed me. But it wasn’t a real kiss. I pushed her away. Nothing more.”
Nico raised an eyebrow. “Yet the regret on your face says otherwise. You want her.”
“Yes, I want her,” I muttered, annoyed. “But won’t act on it. I’d never hurt you guys or bring the Romano or Cole Voss onto you.”
Nico clapped my shoulder. “Good. Remember, she’s trouble herself. Don't let her ruin your life.


