**Isa

My eyes hurt, my face hurt, my lungs hurt, my stomach hurt.

Everything hurt. I had been feeling the stress of my situation with Callan, but it really hit me when Catherine visited that night and took our picture.

I felt doomed, trapped, hopeless, beat.

Everything that I wanted seemed to be just out of reach.

I knew that Callan didn’t understand where I was coming from regarding my wish to ...