Samantha Point of view

I'm at that moment still half in shock, sitting on my bedroom floor with my face on my knees, spitting out angry tears. How could I be so dumb?

How could I have had sex without a condom?

My dad is going to kill me, Sean is going to kill me too, and I don't know what to do. I've been waiting for Becca to arrive for exactly 21 minutes and nothing from her here. I need someone to vent to, I wish my mom was here, she would know what to do, she would calm everything down, ...