I kept my gaze down for a while, but as soon as I got up, I saw his face. There was no emotion, he didn't show anything and he just stared at me and that look was suffocating me as if he said: 'You don't know what awaits you' and yes, I was scared as hell.

When my father handed me over to him, my heart sank and I wanted to cry. It hit me squarely, but I held on and knelt down in front of the priest.

While Suzan, Emma, Daddy and Jeremy were excited about that wedding ceremony, I saw everything ...