I still felt the warm hug my parents and friends gave me.

After spending 6 months with them, I felt heavy with sadness about leaving them. This was the second time I was leaving them and it wasn't getting easier at all.

But I knew that this had to be done. I had unfinished business in Britain.

My window seat on the plane made my flight easier. I tried to get ready, emotionally and mentally. But could I ever be?

I was about to see Di. My ...