It never feels good when you lose track of time and place. And once again, I experienced it. I was far away from living an actual life. I was just drowning in a pool of doubt, love, and anxiety.

Did Eli talk to Aiden? Did he know about me and tell Aiden everything I was doing?

It didn’t sound like it. It didn’t feel like it.

A few hours later, I was on my bed, my legs pulled up to my stomach, looking at the mirror in front of my bed and thinking. ...