If I’m being completely honest, I did have some thoughts. I did have some silly thoughts about Mordecai thinking I was attractive. I did think he may have liked some parts of me, whether it be my hair or my chest or—which I keep coming back to—my freckles.

I did think that maybe, just maybe a little, he found me...pretty.

I thought I’ve looked so much prettier since I started living in Nox Castle. My hair got the best hair products and had never looked shinier or ...