CAELAN’S POV

If anyone was a failure, it was me.

Fuck, I am such an idiot.

I could not bring myself to go back to black fire and look her in the eye after what I had just said. I have been the one unable to help her or do anything. She has lost so much and is hurting so bad, but I chose to be a dick.

For some reason I just... lost control. Seeing Ian on the bridge of death was something I never thought could happen. If any of us was to die first I always thought it would be me. not ...