MARYANN’S POV

Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!

I used to think I was a woman of high intelligence, but it was clear that I had the intelligence of a goat!

My hands smacked my head repeatedly, ignoring the pain I inflicted on myself as I prompted myself to hit myself harder and harder. But it was not enough.

Fuck! I have never wanted to slam my head so hard against a wall in my life. What the hell was I thinking? Admitting that I have been jealous of her and that I believed Ian had feelings for her ...