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Chapter 3

Elias wakes to sunlight and the smell of coffee.

For a moment, he forgets where he is. Then memory floods back. Adrian's hands on his skin. The desperate way they came together. The hours lost in each other.

He sits up. Adrian's side of the bed is empty but still warm.

Elias finds his clothes scattered across the floor. He dresses quickly, hands shaking slightly. What did he do? What did they do?

When he steps into the living room, Adrian is standing by the window, fully dressed in a suit, coffee cup in hand. He turns when he hears Elias.

Their eyes meet.

"Good morning," Adrian says carefully.

"Morning." Elias's voice comes out rough.

Silence stretches between them. Awkward, heavy.

"I made coffee," Adrian offers. "And there's food if you're hungry."

"I should go."

"Elias…”

"This was a mistake." The words tumble out. "You're my boss. I'm your intern. This can't happen."

Adrian sets down his cup. He crosses the room slowly, stopping just in front of Elias.

"Was it a mistake?" His voice is quiet. "Or are you scared?"

"Both." Elias can't meet his eyes. "I can't lose this job. I need it."

"You won't lose it." Adrian's hand lifts, hovering near Elias's face but not touching. "What happened last night doesn't change your position at the company."

"How can you say that? Everything changed."

"Then let it change." Adrian's gray eyes are intense. "Stay. Have breakfast with me. Let's figure this out."

Elias should leave. Should put distance between them. Should protect himself.

But when Adrian finally touches his face, gentle and sure, Elias leans into it.

"Okay," he whispers. "Okay."

Three weeks pass.

Elias falls into a pattern. Work during the day, Adrian's bed at night. They don't talk about what they are or what this means. They just exist in this space between professional and personal, neither quite one nor the other.

The sex is intense. Desperate. Like they're both trying to forget things they can't say out loud.

Elias barely goes home anymore. His apartment sits empty while he practically lives at Adrian's penthouse. His toothbrush sits in Adrian's bathroom. His clothes hang in Adrian's closet.

At work, they're careful. No one suspects.

But late at night, when Adrian holds him close and whispers his name like a prayer, Elias feels something dangerous growing in his chest.

He's falling for Adrian Cross. And he has no idea who Adrian really is.

"Tell me about your family," Elias says one evening.

They're on the couch, Elias tucked against Adrian's side. It feels domestic. Safe.

Adrian's body tenses slightly. "Not much to tell."

"Come on. Parents? Siblings?"

"My father is... complicated." Adrian's voice is careful. "We're not close."

"What about your mother?"

"She passed away when I was young."

"Oh… I'm sorry." Elias tilts his head to look at Adrian. "So we both lost our mothers."

"Yes." Adrian's expression is unreadable. "We did."

Elias waits for more. Adrian says nothing.

"Do you have any other family?" Elias presses.

Adrian's jaw tightens. "Why all the questions?"

"Because I want to know you. Is that so strange?"

"No." Adrian stands abruptly. "I just prefer to focus on the present. Not the past."

He walks to the bar, pours himself a drink. Elias watches, confused by the sudden coldness

"Adrian….”

"I'm hungry." Adrian doesn't look at him. "Want me to order something?"

The deflection is obvious.

But Elias lets it go. For now.

It happens again and again.

Elias asks about Adrian's life. Adrian changes the subject. Or kisses him. Or pulls him into the bedroom.

Elias notices other things too. Adrian never answers his phone when Elias is around. There are no personal photos in the penthouse, no trace of a life before this. The guest room Elias never used is completely empty, like no one ever visits.

"Who were you talking to?" Elias asks one morning after Adrian steps away to take a call.

"Work." Adrian's answer is quick. Too quick.

"It's 6 a.m."

"Business doesn't sleep." Adrian kisses his forehead. "I need to shower. Want to join me?"

Another deflection. Another distraction.

Elias is starting to feel like he's sleeping with a ghost. Someone who exists only in this penthouse, with no past and no connections beyond these walls.qq

The breaking point comes at work.

Elias is having lunch with Sarah, a friendly colleague who works in finance. They're in the cafeteria, talking about nothing important.

"I still can't believe you landed this internship," Sarah says, stabbing at her salad. "Adrian never takes on students."

"I got lucky, I guess."

"Or maybe he saw something special in you." Sarah winks. "He's gorgeous, isn't he? That whole silver fox thing."

Elias forces a smile. "I haven't noticed."

"Please. Everyone notices. Too bad he's married."

The word hits Elias like a physical blow. His fork clatters against his plate.

"What?"

Sarah looks up, confused. "Adrian. He's married. I thought everyone knew."

"I..." Elias can't breathe. "Are you sure?"

"Pretty sure. It's not public or anything. They don't live together. But yeah, he has a wife." Sarah tilts her head. "You okay? You look pale."

"I'm fine." The lie tastes like salt. "I just... I need to go."

Elias stands on shaking legs. He walks out of the cafeteria, down the hall, into the bathroom. He locks himself in a stall and tries to breathe.

Married.

Adrian is married.

All those deflections. The evasiveness. The lack of personal photos.

It wasn't because Adrian was private. It was because he was hiding something.

Hiding someone.

Elias's phone buzzes. A text from Adrian: “Dinner tonight? I'll cook.”

Elias stares at the message. At the casual affection. The easy intimacy.

All of it built on lies.

His hands shake as he types back: “We need to talk.”

Adrian is already home when Elias arrives at the penthouse that evening. He's in the kitchen, chopping vegetables, looking domestic and comfortable.

"Hey," Adrian smiles when he sees Elias. "I'm making pasta. Your favorite."

Elias doesn't smile back. He stands in the doorway, arms crossed.

Adrian's smile fades. "What's wrong?"

"Are you married?"

The knife in Adrian's hand stops moving. The silence is deafening.

"Elias…"

"I asked a question. Are. You. Married."

Adrian sets down the knife slowly. "It's complicated."

"That's not an answer."

"Yes." Adrian's voice is quiet. "Technically, yes."

The confirmation shouldn't hurt this much. Elias already knew. But hearing it out loud makes it real.

"Technically?" Elias's voice rises. "You're either married or you're not."

"I am. But it's not what you think."

"Then what is it?" Elias steps forward, anger replacing the hurt. "Explain it to me. Because from where I'm standing, you've been fucking me while you have a wife at home."

"She's not at home. We don't live together." Adrian reaches for him. "Elias, please…"

"Don't touch me." Elias jerks back. "How long were you going to hide this?"

"I wasn't hiding it. I just... I didn't know how to tell you."

"You didn't know how to tell me?" Elias laughs, bitter and broken. "How about 'hey, Elias, before we sleep together, you should know I'm married'? That would have been a bloody good start."

"I know. I know, and I'm sorry." Adrian's expression is desperate now. "But you have to understand, the marriage isn't real. It's just paperwork. We don't…I've never…"

"Spare me the crap talks." Elias's voice cracks. "I don't care about the details. You lied to me."

"I didn't lie. I just didn't tell you."

"That's the same thing!" Elias is shouting now, tears burning his eyes. "My mother just died. I had no one. And you… you made me feel like I mattered. Like this meant something."

"It does mean something." Adrian's voice breaks. "Elias, you're the only thing that means anything."

"Stop." Elias backs toward the door. "Just stop.."

"Where are you going?"

"Anywhere but here."

Adrian follows him. "Please don't leave. Let me explain. Let me…"

"There's nothing to explain." Elias grabs his jacket. "You're married. I'm the other man. That's all I need to know."

"Elias…"

"I'll finish the internship." Elias's hand is on the doorknob. "Because I need the money. But this" he gestures between them "is over."

"Don't do this." Adrian's voice is raw, pleading. "Please."

Elias forces himself to look at Adrian one last time. The man he's falling for. The man who's been lying to him for weeks.

He walks out. This time, Adrian doesn't follow.

Elias goes to the only place he has left.

His mother's house sits exactly as she left it. Dust covers the furniture. Her mail piles up by the door. The air smells stale.

He hasn't been back since the funeral. Couldn't face it.

But now he has nowhere else to go.

Elias walks through the rooms slowly.

It's too much. All of it.

He collapses onto her bed and finally lets himself cry. For her. For Adrian. For himself.

When the tears stop, he forces himself up. He should clean And start figuring out what to do with this house.

He starts in her bedroom, opening drawers, sorting through clothes. Most of it can be donated. He sets aside a few items to keep.

In her jewelry box, under a tangle of cheap earrings, his fingers brush paper.

Elias pulls out an envelope. It's old, yellowed. His mother's name is written on the front in unfamiliar handwriting.

Inside is a check. Made out to Margaret Hayes. For fifty thousand dollars.

The date is from twenty years ago. The signature at the bottom makes Elias's blood run cold.

*Cross Family Trust.*

Attached to the check is a note. Just four words in the same handwriting:

*Take care of the baby.*

Elias stares at the paper, his mind racing.

The baby. Twenty years ago. Fifty thousand dollars from the Cross family.

His phone buzzes. Multiple missed calls from Adrian. Text after text.

Elias looks at the check again. At the signature. At those four devastating words.

He whispers to the empty room, "What the hell did you do, Mom

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