This is so crazy to me!!

I can’t believe tomorrow is the biggest show held here in New York and everyone will be there! I mean, every one of affluent background. Brad had told me that the most important people will be there watching as I cross the stage! He gave me some big names in the modeling industry.

So, yeah, I’m nervous as f**k.

I’m running around today like I’m a nutbag trying to get ready for tomorrow! My nerves are raging, my ...