SILAS' POV:

A cool shower is just what I need to cool my head, especially after what happened with Freya...

My chest hurts just thinking about it.

The look in her eyes, the physical pain in her body movements. I feel tortured knowing I had been the cause of all that, but my torture is probably nowhere close to what she's going through...

And I hate myself for that reason.

More and more, I consider just running away from all these duties just to be with her, but that would be a cowardly ...