The soft vibration of her phone stirred her from sleep. She’d blinked groggily, the sunlight filtering in through the curtains, casting golden bars across her duvet. Her arm reaching blindly across the bed, fumbling for her phone on the nightstand. When she saw the caller ID, her stomach sank slightly before her brain fully registered the name.

  Dylan.

  She answered with her voice thick with sleep.

  “Hey.”

  His voice came through, clear and efficient.

  “Hey, just wanted to let you know that I won’t make it today.” There was no 'Good morning', No warm greeting. Just that. Straight to the point as if she was just another random person.

  Or maybe that was all she was to him.

  She sat up slowly at that, leaning against the headboard, she'd asked. “You’re canceling?”

  “Yeah. Something came up at work,” he replied, already sounding distracted. “They need me to cover for Matt, and I can’t say no again.”

  She stared at the wall across from her, bare except for a crooked photo frame she still hadn’t fixed.

  “But we planned this a week ago.”

  “I know. Sorry.” His tone was flat, quite mechanical like he’d practiced it. “It’s out of my hands.”

  A pause stretched between them. She could hear the faint clatter of a keyboard in the background, voices murmuring. He was already back in work mode. Already far away.

  “You didn’t even ask how I slept,” she said, before she could stop herself.

  Another pause came from his end.

  “Elena… I’m sorry. But we’ll reschedule, okay? I’ve got to get back. I’ll call you later.”

  And click.

  The line went dead as Elena held the phone to her ear for a few seconds longer, listening to silence.

  Then she sighed, dropping the phone from her ear to the bed right beside her.

  There was no apology, no effort, no US. Just another canceled plan on a long list of disappointments. Four years, and somehow it always felt like she came last on his to-do list. Even his “sorry” felt more like an obligation than a feeling.

  She tossed the phone onto the bed, threw off the blankets, and padded barefoot into the kitchen. Her apartment was still quiet, the kind of quiet that felt too heavy for a Sunday morning.

  She brewed coffee on autopilot, the scent of roasted beans blooming through the small space. While the kettle hissed, she opened her fridge, grabbing a half-used carton of oat milk and a leftover blueberry scone she’d bought the day before. As she moved through her routine, her thoughts swirled.

  This wasn’t new.

  It had been like this for months, or maybe even years. Cancelled dates, forgotten birthdays, long silences where conversation should’ve lived. She’d excused it for a long time. Work, stress, commitments. But deep down, she knew: this was what it looked like when someone stopped choosing you.

  She poured her coffee, stirred slowly, and whispered aloud to no one in particular:

  “Not today.”

  Today wouldn’t be ruined.

  She walked to the window, coffee in hand, and cracked it open. The air outside was crisp-cooler than her heated space, but with a hint of warmth trying to sneak through. Spring was teasing again.

  She took a long sip, and let it sit on her tongue. Then she smiled, a small one but sure.

  He might’ve cancelled.

  But that didn’t mean the day had to be wasted.

  She turned on music, something quite upbeat, and not too loud, she let it wash over her as she tied her hair into a messy bun, grabbed her favorite oversized sweater, and made a mental list of what she’d do:

  Walk to the bookstore.

  Get a new novel.

  Try that new bakery Iris mentioned.

  Maybe even take herself to a movie.

  She owed it to herself. To make her own joy. To stop waiting for someone else to show up and do it for her.

  As she stood by the mirror brushing her teeth, she paused.

  The woman looking back at her looked a little tired. A little bruised around the eyes. But there was something in her gaze that wasn’t there before.

  Resolve.

  And maybe… a little hope.

  Not for Dylan. Not for what used to be.

  But for the version of her that was learning slowly to choose herself first.

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  Sundays had a rhythm for Nate, one he rarely broke. Not because he was a creature of habit, but because Adrian was. And if there was one thing that grounded him, anchored him in a world full of silent complications, it was his son’s laughter, bright and real and utterly unscripted.

  This Sunday was no different. Or at least, it had started that way.

  “Let’s go, slowpoke!” Adrian shouted as he darted ahead, snow boots thudding against the paved trail. They were at Frost Creek Park, their usual spot after brunch at the corner café. Nate carried their hot cocoa in one hand and his son’s discarded scarf in the other.

  “You’re going to fall,” Nate called after him, smiling despite himself.

  “No, I won’t! I’ve got superhero balance,” Adrian replied, arms outstretched as he tried to walk across the narrow edge of the playground bench like a tightrope.

  Nate shook his head, chuckled softly, and followed. The winter sun peeked through the branches, scattering thin gold over the snow-covered grass. It wasn’t the thick white blanket they’d seen in December, no, this snow was weaker now, melting at the edges, receding like a tired tide.

  Still, it made everything glow.

  They spent hours together building a wonky snowman who, according to Adrian, was “missing a purpose but not a personality”, playing tags until Nate had to admit his knees weren’t built like they used to be, and ending with paper boats floating down the thawing creek.

  It was peaceful. It was needed. It was almost enough.

  But later, as they sat on a bench near the small duck pond, sipping what was left of their lukewarm cocoa, something shifted.

  Adrian leaned against him, tired and content, munching on a marshmallow they’d saved from earlier. Nate looked down at his son’s face, at those lashes, those dimples, those eyes that mirrored his own and felt the familiar ache in his chest.

  Love like this was uncomplicated. It was full. It was the reason he’d tried so hard to keep the rest of his life small, manageable, untouched by things that could break it again.

  But his thoughts… they betrayed him.

  Because she’d slipped in again.

  There was no warning, no invitation. Just a memory that carried the sound of her voice in that brief conversation at the store, the way she had looked down when she smiled, like she wasn’t used to being noticed.

  She was inconvenient in the way all beautiful things were.

  And lately, she’d become persistent too.

  Not in volume but in weight.

  Her name had taken residence in a quiet corner of his mind. Not loud enough to disrupt, but always… there.

  And now, it brought along its favorite companion: 'What if.'

  What if she wasn’t single?

  What if she was just being polite?

  What if she belonged to someone who already had her heart tucked away in their back pocket?

  What if she figured out that his baggage came in the shape of court papers and custody calendars and nights where fear of failure whispered louder than anything else?

  What if… she didn’t choose him?

  He hadn’t realized he’d started hoping she would. But the hope was there now, it was uninvited but yet alive.

  “Dad?”

  He blinked. Looked down.

  Adrian was staring up at him, squinting against the light. “Why you got your thinking face on?”

  “My thinking face?”

  “Yeah,” Adrian said, matter-of-fact. “You get it when your brain’s being noisy.”

  Nate laughed, ruffled his hair. “Caught me.”

  “You miss work or something?”

  “Not really.”

  “Then what’s her name?”

  Nate stilled. “What?”

  Adrian grinned knowingly. “You only space out like that when it’s about a girl.”

  “Where’d you learn that?”

  “They do it in cartoons,” Adrian said, completely unfazed. “Like the prince in that one with the talking rabbit. He looked at the sky and forgot his name for a second.”

  Nate shook his head. “I’m raising a genius.”

  “You’re dodging,” Adrian muttered into his cup.

  Nate laughed again, louder this time, but deep down, the boy wasn’t wrong.

  Because just then, as he opened his phone to check the time, a notification blinked across the top of his screen.

  A message from Elena.

  No words.

  Just a photo.

  A single snowflake, one that was half-melted, fragile, its edges curling like lace against the warmth of her palm.

  He stared at it for a long time.

  It wasn’t about the snowflake. It was never just about the snowflake.

  It was a message written in silence.

  Look. This is fleeting. This is soft. This is the end of something. The beginning of something else.

  He wanted to reply. But he didn’t know how to say what it stirred in him. That the image had touched something he didn’t want to name. That part of him longed to ask: Where are you? What are you thinking about right now? Who are you thinking about?

  He didn’t say any of that.

  Instead, he just typed:

  P > You always catch them before they’re gone?

  And after a second, hit send.

  There was no reply. Not yet.

  But the string between them, was now delicate, invisible, and persistent, had been tugged again.

  He looked out at the fading snow, at the boy beside him, at the sky slowly shifting from blue to the bruised colors of dusk.

  And somehow, the day felt… heavier and lighter at the same time.

  Like maybe winter wasn’t the only thing ending.