"But just... he was slowly destroying it. He has taken years from me. I can't look back on good memories anymore because I see now what I failed to see then. I can't even make new ones."

She rubbed her tummy as Jack and Micheal started to move around. "This is meant to be a happy time for me. A good time, but I have spent so much time feeling tired, sad, and so goddamn alone. I'm scared shitless of how I am going to cope on my own with two babies. On top of all that, what he's doing to me is ...