I woke up to the cold weather. Coldness just followed through February. I was hoping at least next month the weather would get better.

I had my morning coffee and went in for a warm shower. I thought of everything that has happened in the month of January.

I literally begged my mother to accept our love and she kept on saying no. At one point, I knew she was a hypocrite because she stayed with my dad for 20 years in a toxic relationship but she called our relationship toxic. ...