
pgvgggggggggAurora always thought love had logic. A rhythm. A reason.
But standing with Damian in her little house few hours after she claimed to leave his life, she realized love wasn’t rational, rather it was a force, a current, a gravity she had no weapon against.
Maybe she couldn't control her feelings.
Her shoulders were still tense, her pride still fractured, and every breath he took in her apartment felt like a betrayal to herself.
Yet she let him.
Because he realized his mistake.
And because he said please.
Damian Voss didn’t plead. He commanded. He demanded. He expected the world to shift when he spoke.
But in a message short enough to soften every hardness of heart, he had written:
We need to talk please. I'm on my way.
So she let him.
Her home was messy, tissue paper all over the wooden ground and her bag scattered over the couch.
He stood with his back to her, hands in his pockets, posture unnervingly still.
Aurora swallowed. “You wanted to talk.”
He didn’t answer immediately. The silence stretched, taut and heavy.
Finally, he turned.
His expression wasn’t cold at least, not the glacier she expected. Something softer hovered beneath his controlled exterior.
“Aurora,” he began, voice low, “what you saw, it wasn’t what it looked like.”
She flinched.
He stepped closer but stopped when she tensed.
“She came to me,” he continued. “I was drunk. It was a mistake. One I didn’t initiate.”
Her pulse skipped.
So it wasn’t an affair. It wasn’t a betrayal built over weeks or months.
It was a moment of weakness.
She understood him.
She latched onto that explanation like a drowning woman clinging to driftwood.
“So Lydia forced herself on you?”
His jaw flexed. “It wasn’t force. But I didn’t invite it either.”
Aurora’s stomach twisted.
An ugly relief bloomed because if he didn’t choose Lydia, then maybe he did choose her.
Aurora looked away, blinking back the sting in her eyes. “Why her? Why that night?”
His silence cut deeper than an answer.
She waited.
He finally exhaled. “You were getting close.”
She frowned. “Close?”
His gaze held hers steadily, unflinching and brutally honest.
“You were starting to leech.”
There it was.
Not romance.Not tenderness.
Fear.
“Damian,” she whispered, voice cracking, “I wasn’t asking you to love me.”
“No,” he replied softly. “But you were making me want to.”
Aurora’s heart splintered all over again. This time, not from pain.
From hope.
Stupid, reckless hope.
She stepped closer, slowly, like approaching a wild animal that could switch between violence and gentleness with a single breath.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” she whispered.
“Because I don’t do emotional transparency,” he said simply. “And you tried to crack open everything I’ve built.”
A trembling breath escaped her.
“I loved you,” she said.
Another crack in his mask, barely visible, but enough.
He reached out, fingers brushing her cheek as though touching a memory instead of a person.
“And I never deserved it,” he murmured.
The truth of that echoed like thunder.
But Aurora, twenty, naïve, hopeful didn’t believe in letting go yet.
She leaned into his touch and that was all it took.
His mouth met hers with a hunger too raw to disguise. It wasn't gentle, not apologetic, but claiming, desperate. Her hands curled into his shirt, pulling him closer, needing him, hating that she needed him but unable to stop.
They kissed like the absence nearly killed them. As though their bodies knew each other better than their minds ever would.
When they separated, breathing ragged, Damian rested his forehead against hers.
“Come back,” he whispered. “No contracts. No rules. Just be here.”
It should’ve been simple to refuse.
It should have been self-respect.
It should have been no.
But Aurora’s voice betrayed her.
“Okay”
His breath left him like he hadn’t expected her to say yes.
He kissed her softly again and held her like she was something he wanted to believe in but wasn’t sure he was allowed to
For a brief moment, Aurora let herself feel safe.
Protected.
Chosen.
***
Later, long after the conversation and the apologies and the kiss and sex, Aurora curled on the leather sofa under a blanket, watching him pour two glasses of water.
She remembered Lydia.
She couldn't believe she trusted Lydia as her best friend only to be stabbed by her.
She could've gone with any other man, heck, she could've gone with all the men in town, but chose her man?
Damian brought the glasses over, setting one carefully on the coaster beside her on the coffee table before sitting on the opposite end of the large sofa. Even relaxed, in her messy house, in a simple white T-shirt and dark jeans, he looked powerful. He didn’t look like a man who had just begged, nor one who had just was afraid to loose a partner.
"Drink," he instructed, his tone softer than his usual command, but still authoritative.
Aurora took a sip. She watched him over the rim of the glass. The air was charged, not just with residual desire, but with unanswered questions, and a profound, shared silence.
"Lydia," Aurora finally said, the name a sharp pebble in her throat.
He didn't flinch. No reaction whatsoever.
"She is irrelevant," he dismissed, waving a hand.
"Irrelevant? She was in your hotel room. And she was my friend, Damian. My best friend," Aurora pressed, sitting up, pulling the blanket tighter around her shoulders like a shield.
"Did you know that? Did you know she was the person I called when I needed help, the one I shared everything with?"
"I know she works for one of my competitors now. I knew she was a complication," he admitted, his jaw clenching again. "I didn't know the extent of your history. If I had..." He trailed off, shaking his head.
"If you had, what? Would that have stopped you from opening the door to a woman you knew wanted something from you?" she challenged, the hope she felt earlier starting to corrode into familiar pain.
He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees, his focus absolute. "She was opportunistic. I was weak. The truth, Aurora, is that she presented herself when you weren't there, I just needed a temporary satisfaction. I used her, briefly, as a distraction, a proof that I could still control things. I needed to convince myself I wasn't falling apart. And I was spectacularly wrong. That's all there is to it."
He didn't offer a flowery excuse. He offered a cold, hard confession of self-sabotage. It was a terrible, awful defense, yet its brutal honesty somehow resonated with the terrible, awful logic of their relationship.
"You risked us for a distraction," she whispered.
"I own businesses, I risk everything, Aurora," he corrected, his voice heavy. "But the moment I saw you walk out that door, I knew it. That’s why I came back. I never beg or even look back. Ever."
Please.
That single word, still hanging in the air, was her undoing. It was the crack in his foundation that made him human, and dangerously accessible.
"She’s gone now," he stated, cutting through her contemplation. "I’ve made sure of that. She won't be a problem for either of us again."
The finality of his tone left no room for doubt about the extent of the power he possessed, and the ruthlessness he employed to protect his property.
She blushed realizing she was his property.
Aurora looked down at her hands. She knew this was the second lie. The first was telling herself she could leave him. The second was telling herself that this time, things would be different, that his "no contracts, no rules" offer meant freedom, and not just another form of absolute control disguised as choice.
But she was tired of fighting the gravity. She was tired of the logic.
"I need a shower," she finally said, pushing herself off the sofa. It was a mundane statement, a surrender to the ordinary needs of the body after extraordinary turmoil.
Damian stood up too, meeting her gaze across the small space. There was no judgment, only a steady, possessive look.
"I’ll wait," he said. "I’m not going anywhere."
And in that moment, she realized she had traded her pride for his presence. She had chosen the current over the shore. She had chosen Damian Voss, with all his darkness and terrifying desire, over the quiet safety she claimed to want. And the scariest part? She didn't regret it.
She walked toward the bathroom, but paused at the door. She looked back at him, the man who had ripped her apart and then put her back together with a single kiss and a whispered command.
"Damian," she said, her voice barely a tremor. "Don't break me again."
His expression darkened, a promise and a warning rolled into one. "I can't guarantee that, Aurora. But I can guarantee this: no one else would."
It was the most dangerous truth he had ever spoken.
For Aurora, this was the closest she'd get to experiencing love and she was willing to give it a shot.
A very dangerous shot.


