This morning when I woke up, I didn’t even know what emotion to hold on to first. I was happy, nervous, scared, everything mixed together like one big storm.

I am happy because I’m finally going to see Marcus again. It’s been two days since we last met, and somehow it felt longer than that. I missed him.

Also nervous because the new journey ahead of us is already unfolding little by little, and I’ve decided to stop running from it.

And I am scared because what if the decision was ...