"Don't be scared of me. I plan on delivering on my promise to take care of you. In every way." His hand glided up my thighs.

"I'm not afraid," I said, but if I were honest, I would tell him that I was a little scared and embarrassed by how I would perform.

The closest I had come to having sex was during the year-end party when I was seventeen. My then-boyfriend Josh had made a fanfare of it by renting a hotel room. Sadly, his 'friends' disturbed our moment and by the time the night ended, he ...