I pushed the eighteen grains of soya-saturated rice on my plate into a passable small "n." "Feel free to speak."

"What's the point? You've obviously figured it all out."

I nodded. "I did have a month to come to my conclusions."

Rohan spread his hands wide, his suit jacket bunching tight around his flexed biceps. "Enlighten me."

"I can't bring you into the light and I don't want to stay in the darkness anymore just because you want company. I can't fix ...