I couldn't keep living in this limbo. I had to know where we stood but I dreaded it at the same time. We were very different people and our relationship had had its share of challenges, but I thought we'd make it. Had that deal with Lilith proven to be one thing too many for him to accept? If we were reunited, would he always look at me and see her?

Had all my previous fears about us being us until we weren't come true and Ro had ditched the relationship persona for the ...