"Are you all right? You look pale," she said.

I stared at her unable to find my voice. Which wasn't mine at all.

"Ro?"

I cleared Rohan's throat, wanting to tell her this wasn't a good time, come back later but Lily took the sound for permission to enter. I shut the door, wishing I could bash Rohan's brains against the wood instead of enduring this social call.

Lily sat down. She picked at a cuticle, her eyes staring off to the side, her words rushed. "I ...