
Sex, Lust, and Leukemia
After a dull and uninspiring lovemaking session, I let out a soft moan and pretended to be satisfied as I hugged my husband.
Panting, he kissed me with a hint of apology. "I'm sorry, honey. It was a bit quick this time."
"No, you were great..."
I placated my husband, eager for him to fall asleep so I could go to the bathroom and take care of myself.
As his breathing slowly became steady, I quietly opened the bedside drawer, took out my beloved toy, and tiptoed to the bathroom.
At this point, I hadn't reached my climax yet, and the unfulfilled desire was burning inside me.
It was getting late, so I had to make it quick. I set the toy to level 3, and instantly felt like I was lifted off the ground, enjoying my own private moment of pleasure.
As I slowly came back to my senses, I tossed aside the toy. Suddenly, a wave of emptiness washed over me. Sigh, I might never experience such intense feelings with my husband again.
After cleaning up, I slipped on a lace nightgown and quietly returned to bed. Just as I was about to fall asleep, my husband suddenly rolled over and hugged me.
"Honey, let's find you a lover."
My heart suddenly tightened. He had figured it out after all.
"What nonsense are you talking about? Go to sleep!"
Although I occasionally enjoy watching adult movies and fantasize about exciting scenarios, what did my husband mean by this?
Was he trying to set a trap?
That night, I couldn't sleep. On one hand, I was worried that my husband discovering my secret toy use might hurt his confidence. On the other hand, his suggestion had my mind racing with possibilities.
I made up my mind not to bring this up myself. I didn't want to come across as desperate.
But it seemed my husband wasn't just talking. Two evenings later, right after dinner, he suddenly said, "A friend is coming over tonight."
"Okay," I replied casually while cleaning up the dishes.
"The kind of friend I mentioned the other day."
Caught completely off guard, I froze. "Are you out of your mind? Do you really want to be cheated on with your own help?"









